thoughts words and msn names im tempted to use:

wishing i had the strength to use the knife and end it all.
crying because if i don't i'll feel nothing.
wishing it were easier
did you even miss me?
do you fucking care
hurts
pain
tears
doesnt even matter
need to vent
let it all go
wish there was a way to reconnect and pass through this bullshit
it's all in my head, you've done nothing wrong
reconnect with your friend i'll be here waiting when you get home.
ignoring me wont make me go away, or will it?